EAT, PRAY, COFFEE!
After the first major withdrawals of a breakup, as each day passes I’m peeling off all the layers of pain and a new fondness of self discovery. I learnt that all cravings are the mind seeking salvation or fulfilment in external things and in the future as a substitute for the joy of Being. I no longer crave a baby, marriage, or accept jealousy in an obssesive relationship. However, I’m living with my once spirited cousin and is reminded daily of the consequences of an abusive relationship. Luckily for me work has calmed my thoughts, my application for a pay rise has been submitted and hopefully the tax man will shower me with good fortune. Next weekend, I will heal my war wounds and connect with nature, rest, rise and retreat to a warm fire place with Laura.
After the first major withdrawals of a breakup, as each day passes I’m peeling off all the layers of pain and a new fondness of self discovery. I learnt that all cravings are the mind seeking salvation or fulfilment in external things and in the future as a substitute for the joy of Being. I no longer crave a baby, marriage, or accept jealousy in an obssesive relationship. However, I’m living with my once spirited cousin and is reminded daily of the consequences of an abusive relationship. Luckily for me work has calmed my thoughts, my application for a pay rise has been submitted and hopefully the tax man will shower me with good fortune. Next weekend, I will heal my war wounds and connect with nature, rest, rise and retreat to a warm fire place with Laura.
The break hasn’t been easy, and my body still craves his gentle touch, smile and tenderness. I went to the health clinic and got my injections and did another holistic check up….with that came an hour session with indigenous healer. I am making rapid recovery, next move is finding stability and still miss being so close to the ocean….
This morning I woke to crisp winter morning, Ozzie (coffee Man) said your “you smile from your heart …” and handed me cup filled with fluffy heart shaped foam and sprinkled with chocolate goodness it made me smile, I thought to myself, the pain was yesterday an today the best is yet to come! ~* Ling
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